clearly, drugs are the logical solution.

this would be valentine fillol-cordier, the ooh-la-la french "it" girl. there's something about that effortless, heroin-rocker-chic that all little girls (especially me) should aspire to emulate. absolutely love it.

i've gotten better recently at re-directing my focus on things like school, art, and fashion, so i could at least pretend to myself that i won't get caught up in boy things. but nevertheless anthony goes and does something dumb like tell me about his skulls semi-formal on sunday so i will spend now until then agonizing over how doug didn't (and won't) ask me. greaaaat. focus, baby, focus.

so, let's move onto what i want for christmas...

maybe one thing from any of the following labels?
1. marc by marc jacobs.
2. 3.1 phillip lim.
3. zac posen.
4. chanel.

or...
1. a holga flash camera.
2. some flat ankle boots.
3. a hot jacket.
4. some new (and much needed) jeans.

but most importantly...
1. a trip all over EUROPE with my best friend.